WHAT NOW?

so i've found myself in a world of confusion and uncertainty lately. and i don't know what the heck is going on and i've decided it sucks. and people suck. that's right, it has taken me 21 almost 22 years to realize that people freakin SUCK. no one really cares about you, and if they do its because they profit off of you in some twisted way. you know what. i don't give care what YOU think anymore. take me or leave me the way that i am with all of my flaws and quirks and if that is not good enough you can freakin get out... i'm not playing peoples games anymore.

WEDDING.

so lets see i guess i should start by saying... 19 days ago i got married! AND let me tell you it has been craziness ever since. its a big adjustment and then throw in finals and work and its enough to make someone go crazy, but i haven't reached totally crazy yet. last night was commencement for ASU and brandon graduates this year so we got to go to see President Obama speak. let me just say that he is an amazing motivational speaker. i actually think I forgot that he is the president, and not just some random speaker they hired. AMAZING :D

frustration.

Okay so Obama was victorious on November 4, and I could not be happier... lets hope that Obama can provide us with the change we NEED. I believe he can give it to us! but lets talk about a little thing I like to call workplace politics. APPARENTLY someone in the office I work in was offended by a conversation a few of us were having, and went to management! They stated that our conversations are off color and on going... what the heck? The individual stated that we made the statement and I am quoting here "certain races don't deserve federal aid... along with gays" first off WHAT?? really? Lets face it: I am pretty conservative when it comes to things I normally talk about...I don't like risque conversation, it makes me uncomfortable. I normally just sit at my desk and mind my own business occasionally standing up to talk to a few people around me. I really think that people need to stop trying to listen in on what other people are talking about, misunderstanding what was said, and then getting on their high horse and going to management. quit sucking up you freakin babies.

HALLOWEEN...

was anything but ordinary. I spent some time with my long lost friends! Brad, the Nudist, came and picked me up and then we kidnapped Collin, the Mobster, went to some CRAZY asian themed Halloween spectacular show and headed to Tempe. Once we crossed city boundaries, we met up with Ariana and went and partied on the roof top. Not as exciting as it sounds. There were probably 6 Sarah Palin/ John McCain combos. By far the most popular costume. We mingled for a bit and then gathered the group, picked up Bridget and headed to Rockin R, which I normally would be against, seeing as how I am a HORRIBLE dancer, but I was in costume so it really did not matter. I put my shades on and danced. It was pretty awesome...oh except I wanted to CUT my feet off. but yeah, we danced into the night and made a little midnight stop at IHOP.

LAS VEGAS!

Well I turned 21 on Monday and thought what better way to celebrate...Go to Vegas! It was a great break from work. I had a lot of fun. It was just me and my mama. at times I think she sadly had more energy than me. There was one night I asked to go back to the room to sleep...sad news I know. I think it had to do something with how HOT it was! I know that I am from AZ and its was probably hotter here, but treking up and down the strip in it. not good. I am glad that I got to experiece every second of it though. we went to a cirque du soliel show, which was crazy! All I can say is I look forward to going back on roadtrips! : )

SUMMER 08!

so this summer has been full of suprises and little adventures...sort of. lets see...okay that was Kind of a lie. It till this point has been rather quite uneventful. Work consumes most of my time, and my roommates the other remaining bit. I have managed to sqeeze in a little reading time...a camping trip to Fossil Springs...a patriotic trip to Alpine...and bits and pieces of randomness in between. The highlight of my summer is still to come! I'm going to Las Vegas for my 21st birthday...just me and my wonderful madre! I love it! We are going to go to a couple of shows...do a little shopping aka mother daughter bonding and just see the lights oh and of course take LOTS of pictures! which I will put up!

i know... i know...

So I haven't been very good at updating this thing! It's hard though...we just recently moved and we do NOT have any internet yet! it is HORRIBLE! trust me...but lets see I leave for Idaho in about 2 weeks...which absolutely excites me/ scares me to death. I'm not sure that I am a real big fan of change but hey its only temporary right? and plus Chloe will be there so it'll all be good! finals are almost over! I just finished writing my 10 page research paper and have one final left tomorrow night... oh yeah and don't let me forget mine and Erica's little musical blunder last night at FHE! man do I know how to screw a good thing up and make it awkward! ha love ya'll!